UNFAIR LIFE !
Nov 24, 2012, I woke up at 5 am from a call from Mona in
Delhi. I cannot forget it and at the same time never try to remember it. This
was the worst news for me so far. This news came as a bolt of thunder to me and
I am not yet able to get out of the shock. It still seems like a bad dream to
me and I am still not ready to accept the reality. I wish it was just a dream.
My fren’s Dad left us for heaven.
He was a perfectly healthy and young person. I just saw him
a number of times on my last visit to home this Diwali. He passed away due to a
heart attack at around midnight on Nov 23, 2012.
Speechless and shocked, I did not know what to do. Life is
so unfair. How could God do this? I wanted to talk to my fren immediately and
be with her. I was afraid, Will I be able to speak to her. I talked to her and she busted in tears. She
was at Delhi airport, for her flight to Kathmandu. I met her on Kathmandu
Airport. Her face seemed so swollen due to excessive crying.
Its been two days. Every time I close my eyes, I can see
only my fren’s face and at times uncle’s face infront of me. This is unfair, it
should not have happened. Then I remember how my fren was purely a father’s daughter.
How she had plans with her dad for her future to travel around the world. Uncle
was also very proud of her daughter and wanted to see her as a renowned Doctor.
He always wanted to prove that even in a normal Marwari family; a daughter can
become a renowned doctor. He inspired
her and supported her always. All those dreams are flashing in front of my
eyes, now and then and I am feeling so low.
We spend our entire
life planning things and we forget that God already have different plans for
us. This is Life!
For now I have a message for you my fren. You have always been papa’s proud daughter
and you always have to. He is not here
with us, but, he is watching you and everyone. Make sure you don’t make him sad
by crying. Also, make him proud today also by being brave and taking the care
of your family as well. You still need to fulfill his dreams; He will be with
you in every walk of life. We all want you to be a renowned Doctor and Papa would
proudly say that. Dear, Life is like a cycle, to keep it balanced, you need to
move on; you can’t stop! Fren, whenever you need him, just feel him, he will be
there to inspire you. You always been the reasons to smile for him and you have
to continue to be the same for him always. Can I see a smile now? That’s Papa’s
Daughter!
With deep condolence, I pray that the departed soul rest in peace!
